fiction (fiksi)

not me but him 

 

When events happen to you

I could not resist anxiety
the loss of your news
the more I think by you

Sorry I was
can not be beside you
no didekatmu
I was no longer there for you

all have different
you a different me
because your attitude is all
I probably would not reject the word

ill make my decision
I think your words do not exist
not ring me yakinimu
I did not have dihatimu
but he is ..

the meeting ...
eyes as if to say
tatapanmu as meaningful
then I switch my gaze
I have to withdraw from this atmosphere
did not want to repeat that mistake again

I already hold the wound
endless pain
I really do not think
you are so stupid
not aware of a sincere heart to you

all occurred tlah
You do not have recalled again
guess it goes tlah
and never again returned

please you play
satisfy your heart waiting for
write the name in your heart
I do not care.
I really do not care
you only hurt me

enough of it.
I do not want to stare
I hope one
I can without you

path is still long
impossible to continue with my
This is only my maturation of his
yaa .. I realize that

I deserve to smile
I think it's right to be free from
I need comfort
there are many who care about me
there is still love me
without realizing it,
still want to see me smiling

there's no reason I survive with
never mind you go
I hate not
but my heart hold
you need not ask again
because I already hurt

I hear you sorry
words recalled
tatapanmu so imprint

unfortunately,
different way of life
past as a role
can not be enforced

never mind ..
Just do what you want as it used to
I was so
although the liver is no longer a
I'm sure I still have another for you
reward your heart she's waiting tuk
but not me.
Not me ...